is it wrong that I really love Hellboy?

Things are looking good. Real good.
Im in love, I will be moving out soon (hopefully next to geoffs sister), my job sometimes doesnt suck as much (at least its stable)and im reading again.

I love him!

♥Maybe Ive been a little hard on myself. I could have been so much more than than what i have going on today. So at work yesterday, I found myself browsing the camera section on Bestbuy.com, wondering what camera I could purchase with my tax refund. Then I thought about my living arrangements and my car, and health insurance and so on and so on. I concluded that I will buy more computer for my Mac Mini & a New digital camera to post more pictures and save the rest. GOOD?! :D

♥My job has been up and down. Ive been there for a year now! Commitment WOOO!!!

♥Ive been re-living my past so to speak. It feels good. It feels like I fit.

♥Ive recently lost a good friend, due to something really stupid. But Ive gained a really precious nephew.

♥I dont know if I can say I have a love life. Just the fact that I have a valentine this year is awesome. I'm so confused, and irritated, and excited, and head over hills in love. I cant think of another person who I want to love more. I see him as a perfect person. But I know he doesnt feel the same. He shows it everytime I see him. And so is the story of my life, & just as the song says "Id rather feel pain than nothing at all"

....More to come and maybe pictures

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Izzy

gggaaahhhhhh......


imma sexy betch!!! gahhhhhh!!!



whoa!!! sugar rush!!



someone anyone! please buy a bike with me. Im gonna buy one anyhow but it WOULD be nice to have a biking pal!
*wink*













GGGGAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!

I hated it so im not going to post it.

I had a dream last night that I was walking and I was holding someones hand but No one was walking with me. So we get to this town that was very bright and colorfull. The was a baby shark in the street and when you go near it, it would jump up and bite you and never let go. I was so affraid. I tried to leave the town but got stopped by a giant rabbit and the blanket from "The Brave little Toaster"

It was creepy.

Down town the young ones are going
Down town the young ones are growing

Chorus :

Were the kids in america (x 2)
Everybody live for the music-go-round




aaahhh life sucks.
anyone know of any good monster movies??!

Its amazing what friends can do to you. Last night Ive never felt like such a piece of shit and a loser for being stood up. But then I went to Jeff's saw jason and joey. We then proceeded to Jason's house. I went swimming for the first time in a while. It was amazing. The water was fantastic.

Then someone came that I thought I would never see again. Felicia is back in town ladies and gentleman and SHE IS FUCKING AWESOME.

Its almost like a blessing that I got stood up. Going swimming, making a midnight run to Winco, then laying on Jason's lawn drinking (I didn't have any, I stuck to Arizona Ice Tea) and smoking with the whole gang (JasonKirbySteveKristinaAmberHerboyfriendFeliciaSpencerSarah&Hergayfriend)is absolutely 100x's better than hanging out with someone you don't even really know. I wish more people were there.

We took a shit load of pictures. I will post later.




HEY DOES ANYONE STILL LIKE DREDG, BESIDE ME AND JEFF!!






P.S

I got and Externship site guys. Literally like 10 seconds away from my house. I'm so excited. To celebrate I bought more plugs. Don't get mad but I'm going all the way up to 00. NICE!

New season of the Office Sept.27
yes yes. YES!!




I am such a dork.

OMG!!




This was on my camera..

so sick...

so for two nights now ive been drunk off my ass, im just greateful that I didnt get a hangover.

I shouldnt drink anymore, It makes me look stupid and I end up saying things that I wouldnt want anyone to know about. And its a depressent so even though I end up saying that I want to die. I really dont.

Now I dont feel good, my mouth is dry and my nose is runny. My stomach is even acting up.



I feel so stupid.

i aqm so fuck9ing intociacated right now and it fuckingh sucks. bevuae i vcan typoe bette rwheen im drunl.


whatever no one listends toi your nad teveryone things tyhat you hav problems


hatever.




so i will call you tommorrow and maybe we can watch disturbia. i really appriciate what you did for me tomihgt. and i love you fof it. sorry we had to see each oth er on th esee terms.
but i promise never again., i have you hard drive.,,,, come get it fool. lol./bunnies


lol
that a good movie. and maybe wem can got oto the movies


okay im going t listen to staix now and fall alseep. even thoug i dont haver work tommorrow and i can spend the night wher

its okay because my cat is happy and i know i will be gay tommorrow, l,ol gay!! whwhwh


\
i canwait to see you agan.


lol family guy is fantastivp=





by the way i love sex/ sex sex sed//... mmmm sex


xoixocx x bye bye eveyone!@@ u


;issy..........
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I kinda digg that show.....


I want to fix whatever I have going on right now with..........


....me.


Sincerely Isabelle



p.s Maybe Im just mad at myself for not making it as a successful photographer, and yes I did give up on my dream because I didnt think I was good enough but......




fuck being ARTSY! Ive had it....

again? jeez I just want to slap you........

Sparkys birthday was yesterday, good to see family. It was alot of fun. Then Grandma frieman left to head back to San Diego, I want to live there. Then Rach and Mike left this morning also for Arizona? I envy them.
Today at school I found my little black book that I promise myself I would write down my thought and Ideas in. It was in the trunk of my car buried under the mess. I looked inside: Work sched., Remider(s) X-mas list, Address to animal clinic, Food list, etc...I ripped them out and told myself I would start over. I came into the lab, sat down, took out my XP book and stared at my computer screen. When everyone left for lunch and I was the only one in the class, I got somewhat sad and teary-eyed. I cant believe I went 6 and a half whole months without making a single friend. Why am I so incapable of doing what we learned in Elementary school. WAIT! I take that back because I didnt have any friends there either. I now cant do my work because I forgot the XP cd that I need with the book to complete my assignment. :{ So Ill sit here and talk to the Internet.

Dear Internet,
Im almost done with school.

Ive never been to Mexico before. My father said he would take us there when we got older. But that was 14 years ago. It been 20 minutes and people are starting to pile in. I have an hour left. We are going to see transformers tonight though. Thats enough to keep me alive for another day.

So Yesterday Me, Geoff, and Geoff's dad Sparky, went to Ride the Coast. A great big motorcycle love fest. There were about a 100 or so bikes all lined up. It was a sight to see. Ive never seen so many motorcycles in my whole life. Even thought there was no chili cook off this time I still enjoyed myself. Watching Sparky get excited to ride, being outside with my wonderful boyfriend (even though he made fun of my driving the whole morning) and to top it off, I had my very first snow cone in about 8 years. It was delicious. I decided that I needed harder motivation to actually start eating better and excercising more. So I'm making Geoff help me......: )

bones sinking like stones

all that we fought for

homes, places we’ve grown

all of us are done for.

and we live in a beautiful world,

yeah we do yeah we do.

we live in a beautiful world.

bones sinking like stones

all that we fought for

homes, places we’ve grown

all of us are done for.

but we live in a beautiful world,

yeah we do yeah we do.

we live in a beautiful world.

oh all that I know,

there’s nothing here to run from

‘cos yeah, everybody here’s

got somebody to lean on

It went pretty well considering the facts.
but heres a few photos










Yep, my brother is finally married. : )..
lol. these are some wierd pictures of us, but what can ya do?....right