Dear Diary

Thai Food

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 06:09:27 GMT

My first time trying it, and my last.
I am so sick....
On a lighter note...
This just kills me!!

.night

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Sun, 31 May 2009 19:03:28 GMT

is it wrong that I really love Hellboy?

Moving on up...

Thu, 19 Mar 2009 00:25:04 GMT

Things are looking good. Real good.
Im in love, I will be moving out soon (hopefully next to geoffs sister), my job sometimes doesnt suck as much (at least its stable)and im reading again.

SCRATCH THAT!

Mon, 16 Feb 2009 05:18:47 GMT

I love him!

So I had a thought....

Thu, 12 Feb 2009 18:08:29 GMT

♥Maybe Ive been a little hard on myself. I could have been so much more than than what i have going on today. So at work yesterday, I found myself browsing the camera section on Bestbuy.com, wondering what camera I could purchase with my tax refund. Then I thought about my living arrangements and my car, and health insurance and so on and so on. I concluded that I will buy more computer for my Mac Mini & a New digital camera to post more pictures and save the rest. GOOD?! :D

♥My job has been up and down. Ive been there for a year now! Commitment WOOO!!!

♥Ive been re-living my past so to speak. It feels good. It feels like I fit.

♥Ive recently lost a good friend, due to something really stupid. But Ive gained a really precious nephew.

♥I dont know if I can say I have a love life. Just the fact that I have a valentine this year is awesome. I'm so confused, and irritated, and excited, and head over hills in love. I cant think of another person who I want to love more. I see him as a perfect person. But I know he doesnt feel the same. He shows it everytime I see him. And so is the story of my life, & just as the song says "Id rather feel pain than nothing at all"

....More to come and maybe pictures

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Izzy

oh what!!!

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 03:41:34 GMT

gggaaahhhhhh......

imma sexy betch!!! gahhhhhh!!!

whoa!!! sugar rush!!

someone anyone! please buy a bike with me. Im gonna buy one anyhow but it WOULD be nice to have a biking pal!
*wink*

GGGGAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!

i wrote a poem.

Sat, 31 May 2008 00:40:41 GMT

I hated it so im not going to post it.

I had a dream last night that I was walking and I was holding someones hand but No one was walking with me. So we get to this town that was very bright and colorfull. The was a baby shark in the street and when you go near it, it would jump up and bite you and never let go. I was so affraid. I tried to leave the town but got stopped by a giant rabbit and the blanket from "The Brave little Toaster"

It was creepy.

jolly....

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 03:35:32 GMT

Down town the young ones are going
Down town the young ones are growing

Chorus :

Were the kids in america (x 2)
Everybody live for the music-go-round

aaahhh life sucks.
anyone know of any good monster movies??!

Its almost fantastic.......

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 18:07:48 GMT

Its amazing what friends can do to you. Last night Ive never felt like such a piece of shit and a loser for being stood up. But then I went to Jeff's saw jason and joey. We then proceeded to Jason's house. I went swimming for the first time in a while. It was amazing. The water was fantastic.

Then someone came that I thought I would never see again. Felicia is back in town ladies and gentleman and SHE IS FUCKING AWESOME.

Its almost like a blessing that I got stood up. Going swimming, making a midnight run to Winco, then laying on Jason's lawn drinking (I didn't have any, I stuck to Arizona Ice Tea) and smoking with the whole gang (JasonKirbySteveKristinaAmberHerboyfriendFeliciaSpencerSarah&Hergayfriend)is absolutely 100x's better than hanging out with someone you don't even really know. I wish more people were there.

We took a shit load of pictures. I will post later.

HEY DOES ANYONE STILL LIKE DREDG, BESIDE ME AND JEFF!!

P.S

I got and Externship site guys. Literally like 10 seconds away from my house. I'm so excited. To celebrate I bought more plugs. Don't get mad but I'm going all the way up to 00. NICE!

omg omg OMG

Tue, 28 Aug 2007 20:12:14 GMT

New season of the Office Sept.27
yes yes. YES!!

I am such a dork.

doo doo dodo...

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 08:00:56 GMT

OMG!!

This was on my camera..

cough cough

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 16:55:55 GMT

so sick...

mmkay

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 19:46:22 GMT

so for two nights now ive been drunk off my ass, im just greateful that I didnt get a hangover.

I shouldnt drink anymore, It makes me look stupid and I end up saying things that I wouldnt want anyone to know about. And its a depressent so even though I end up saying that I want to die. I really dont.

Now I dont feel good, my mouth is dry and my nose is runny. My stomach is even acting up.

I feel so stupid.

wahtr

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:11:10 GMT

i aqm so fuck9ing intociacated right now and it fuckingh sucks. bevuae i vcan typoe bette rwheen im drunl.

whatever no one listends toi your nad teveryone things tyhat you hav problems

hatever.

so i will call you tommorrow and maybe we can watch disturbia. i really appriciate what you did for me tomihgt. and i love you fof it. sorry we had to see each oth er on th esee terms.
but i promise never again., i have you hard drive.,,,, come get it fool. lol./bunnies

lol
that a good movie. and maybe wem can got oto the movies

okay im going t listen to staix now and fall alseep. even thoug i dont haver work tommorrow and i can spend the night wher

its okay because my cat is happy and i know i will be gay tommorrow, l,ol gay!! whwhwh

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i canwait to see you agan.

lol family guy is fantastivp=

by the way i love sex/ sex sex sed//... mmmm sex

xoixocx x bye bye eveyone!@@ u

;issy..........
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Green Acres

Wed, 25 Jul 2007 23:07:29 GMT

I kinda digg that show.....

I want to fix whatever I have going on right now with..........

....me.

Sincerely Isabelle

p.s Maybe Im just mad at myself for not making it as a successful photographer, and yes I did give up on my dream because I didnt think I was good enough but......

fuck being ARTSY! Ive had it....

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Tue, 17 Jul 2007 05:19:01 GMT

again? jeez I just want to slap you........

Life Without Hope...

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 17:17:39 GMT

Sparkys birthday was yesterday, good to see family. It was alot of fun. Then Grandma frieman left to head back to San Diego, I want to live there. Then Rach and Mike left this morning also for Arizona? I envy them.
Today at school I found my little black book that I promise myself I would write down my thought and Ideas in. It was in the trunk of my car buried under the mess. I looked inside: Work sched., Remider(s) X-mas list, Address to animal clinic, Food list, etc...I ripped them out and told myself I would start over. I came into the lab, sat down, took out my XP book and stared at my computer screen. When everyone left for lunch and I was the only one in the class, I got somewhat sad and teary-eyed. I cant believe I went 6 and a half whole months without making a single friend. Why am I so incapable of doing what we learned in Elementary school. WAIT! I take that back because I didnt have any friends there either. I now cant do my work because I forgot the XP cd that I need with the book to complete my assignment. :{ So Ill sit here and talk to the Internet.

Dear Internet,
Im almost done with school.

Ive never been to Mexico before. My father said he would take us there when we got older. But that was 14 years ago. It been 20 minutes and people are starting to pile in. I have an hour left. We are going to see transformers tonight though. Thats enough to keep me alive for another day.

just another one....

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 17:43:29 GMT

So Yesterday Me, Geoff, and Geoff's dad Sparky, went to Ride the Coast. A great big motorcycle love fest. There were about a 100 or so bikes all lined up. It was a sight to see. Ive never seen so many motorcycles in my whole life. Even thought there was no chili cook off this time I still enjoyed myself. Watching Sparky get excited to ride, being outside with my wonderful boyfriend (even though he made fun of my driving the whole morning) and to top it off, I had my very first snow cone in about 8 years. It was delicious. I decided that I needed harder motivation to actually start eating better and excercising more. So I'm making Geoff help me......: )

Beautiful Song

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 04:07:53 GMT

bones sinking like stones

all that we fought for

homes, places we’ve grown

all of us are done for.

and we live in a beautiful world,

yeah we do yeah we do.

we live in a beautiful world.

bones sinking like stones

all that we fought for

homes, places we’ve grown

all of us are done for.

but we live in a beautiful world,

yeah we do yeah we do.

we live in a beautiful world.

oh all that I know,

there’s nothing here to run from

‘cos yeah, everybody here’s

got somebody to lean on

My brothers wedding last saturday.

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 20:54:03 GMT

It went pretty well considering the facts.
but heres a few photos

Yep, my brother is finally married. : )..
lol. these are some wierd pictures of us, but what can ya do?....right

Im in a time machine

Fri, 15 Jun 2007 16:46:15 GMT

Its like im in high school all over again. I dot have friends here and everyone is much more smarter. I cant stand being left out of activities. So all i do is leave. And the more and more I try to catch up the more and more I fall behind. It sucks, unless you speak up and make a fool of yourself.
Im trying to be happy I really am. Maybe seeing Andreana today will lighten the mood. I hope my paycheck is enouph to buy groceries. I dont want to lose this friend. I really dont, shes fantastic. So is Jp

Im going to fail. I know it. or just Barely slide by with a C or something. I was never good at school, never have been. Is never occured to me till the last second where grades really matter, that I should stop worrying about whether or not everyone is out to get me, and just shut up and do my school work. Im about to finish this month and then I have one more month to catch up. Show them that I can work and and be proud of it....

I hate blogs.

Murder....

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 17:35:57 GMT

I am so discusted with myself.......ugh.

Dear Livejournal

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 17:54:28 GMT

Today I got 2007 Ozzfest Tickets.Cool. I also met a super-rad chick named Andreana Winter. Shes so awsome, like strawberry short cake on a hot summer day awsome. >_<.....Oh and I just printed Geoffrey Tickets too. So now we have 4 tickets to Ozzfest nice.

Gonna go call Andreana and see if she wants to chill today...

XOxoxoIzzy

Dear Livejournal

Sun, 10 Jun 2007 01:53:30 GMT

So I'm still stuck in a rut of things, But my step mom is coming over tonight to finally meet Geoff's parents. oh joy. Ive been working a hell of alot. No complaining thought. I'm going to Ozzfest this year which should be a bit of fun. Its freeeeeeee..
And also I'm going to the lavender festival, AND Ride the Coast. So lots of happy fun coming up. which means I need to Start saving some money.

My brother is getting married next Saturday on the 16th. I'm going to be one of the bridesmaids. Exciting. Ive never been in a wedding before. Ill take pictures. I've gained like 4 pounds. So my dress is a bit snug, but nothing I cant work off with a little walking.

My sister just recently went to Japan. I wonder how she is. I have not heard back from her in a while. :/ I'm almost done with school, 3 more months to a better job, 3 more months till we could have enough money to move out, 3 more months till I can buy a new car, 3 more months till I can officially with confidence say that I can pay my bills on time.

Clerical would be my ideal job. Typing on the computer, filing office work, and still at the same time answering phones and meeting new people. I just found out today that my sister ran up a 900 dollar phone bill before she went off to japan. *yikes*
..also congrats to my step mother for finally deciding that in December she will retire. Good.

And I leave you with this.......

Oh that Paris Hilton.....What a nut job.

so ive started my new job today

Thu, 24 May 2007 04:58:26 GMT

and my PMS also....

sooo......

please stay away. or you ll have to sign a waiver. :(

Dear Diary

Thai Food

Moving on up...

SCRATCH THAT!

So I had a thought....

oh what!!!

i wrote a poem.

jolly....

Its almost fantastic.......

omg omg OMG

doo doo dodo...

*cough *cough

mmkay

wahtr

Green Acres

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Life Without Hope...

just another one....

Beautiful Song

My brothers wedding last saturday.

Im in a time machine

Murder....

Dear Livejournal

Dear Livejournal

so ive started my new job today

cough cough